Mam, can't stop thinking about you. Trying hard to be strong & not break but it's so hard when my heart aches for you - miss seeing you & hearing your voice over the phone...I'm going to miss the chats & good advice you always gave....I still can't believe you've gone -I want to wake up from this nightmare....I know you're no longer suffering but I want you back so bad - Love you forever Mam with all my heart xxxxxxxx